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First time in my life.

2010-12-11T02:24:00.005+08:00

I had a picnic, finally.

I waited this for 17 long years. I hope there'll be more to come in the near future. It's also the first time heading to Marina Barrage! It was a pretty impromptu decision made by me. Although having a picnic should usually be kinda like a gathering than just one or two friends together. I was thinking if i would bore out. But no, even if i'm going to sit quietly there, i am not going to feel bored, the place is just too good to feel and be relax!:)

Well, the pictures do speak a thousand words.

It was a really windy afternoon, and there was no sun, and no rain. The view there was fabulous, i can see Sands, Flyer and some weird construction that has been going on forever.

After which, we went to Cineleisure, intending to catch a movie, but there was none catches our interest. That resulted us in spending more because we changed to having a drink at Alcool in Boat Quay.

The day ended well for me. For at least, i enjoyed myself all the time, though at times i do feel bored.

2010-12-11T02:22:00.001+08:00

2010-11-02T17:35:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since i'd properly blogged a post in here. I'm having my O level now and i'm still in the midst of it, trying very hard to memorise those stupid dumb factors in my social studies textbook and the handwritten notes that i've had done months ago.

I sat for my Geography paper today, and practically i think i screwed up the whole paper because what i studied did not appear to be what is in the paper. What i did was just, scribble and hopefully i make a pass out of it. I know i should not be here blogging, but i just wanted to take a break from those chunk of words.

I just hope i can get 15 points and less for this and i never want to repeat it next year. I know i should have started early, but isn't it much more like a human and furthermore, i never used to have such stress on me since primary school.

I can't hold back my tears before my first paper because i'm afraid and i know i haven't done my best ...

It's going to end in a week anyway, i should leave now and go mug a little more:)

2010-09-19T02:38:00.006+08:00

I'm so proud of myself.

I finished my O level art. So it's 1/9 papers down! But damn, there's still paper 2, the 3hours paper.

I have a very sad night last night. It's an uber long story so i am not gonna elaborate much on it.

Oh, and i intend to close this blog? but maybe not, but i would not be updating often. After all, O level comes before any other thing :'(

SUCKS BIG TIME!

O.O! I forgot the first board. Nevermind la okay :P

Canvas painting

YAY! Any comments?:)

2010-09-08T00:16:00.001+08:00

I SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT FOR O LEVEL TO END, NEITHER DO I WANT IT TO COME AT ALL :(

2010-09-05T01:56:00.001+08:00

2010-08-30T22:19:00.001+08:00

The awesome 10 scariest thrill rides on planet Earth!:D
I WANTTTT!XD

flapdragon:

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Six Flags Magic Mountain
Los Angeles (Valencia)

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Fahrenheit
Hersheypark
Hershey, Pennsylvania

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Insanity
Stratosphere Hotel and Casino
Las Vegas

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Colossus
Thorpe Park
Chertsey, Surrey, U.K.

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2010-08-29T01:33:00.005+08:00

I have yet to think of how i can write about "Hope, is an emotion for the weak only" but i'm certain that it isn't. Life has been so monotonous these days.

It's O level prelim now. I have to mug, i need to mug! I don't wanna be the one who scores badly and cry in the hall. I want tears of joy instead.

It's a want to have tears of joy, but it's a need to mug hard and score well.
Why must they come together? :'(

ART IS GONNA MAKE ME DIE!

And, i miss the idiots too!:D

2010-08-20T19:10:00.004+08:00

I went to this swim wear warehouse sale at Bukit Batok and the things there are super cheap! Really CHEAP!! As in, everything starts from $1.00. Although the most expensive item i've had purchased is a straw bag that cost $29.00. Swimsuits at i don't know how much, but cheap and trusted brand for at least, i believe it's good.

Since it's a warehouse sale, of course no trying, non returnable and non refundable. That has always been the case isn't it?:)

Fair enough. I got 8 freaking items in hand that cost me less than $100. When you go out to anywhere, 8 items cost you a hundred then.

2 Sarongs at the top left ($15 each), 1 full dress swimming costume, 1 pair of slippers ($3.00), 2 bandanas ($3.00 each), 1 goggles ($8.00) and 1 bag ($29)

It's cheap, ya know!

So, i was very tempted to buy more. I snatched the opportunity when my mom was talking to the boss. The assistants are friendly too. One of them even taught me how to tie a sarong in various methods. I forgot some though. Hahaha.

In the end, i spent her quite a sum, at least on quite a number of things :)

2010-08-17T13:17:00.001+08:00

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2010-08-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

2010-08-05T16:42:00.002+08:00

Finally ... It's Thursday and the last day of school this week.

It seems like 5days of school is really a lot. Basically, it's because i need to stay in school for 12hours straight and the weather makes me yearn to go home earlier, but i can't! I need to stay for compulsory structured remedial and art everyday except for Monday, that's tuition and Thursday when my art teacher is not around.

It feels awesome to have an earlier day off, back home and just wanting to sink into my bed and relax. Maybe yes for today, but not the rest of the weekends. Homeworks are piling up, higher and higher. Thank god, i got all the dailies done punctually!:)

Alright, till here for now ...

Shall update again, soon!

2010-08-03T22:07:00.001+08:00

2010-07-27T11:58:00.003+08:00

It has been awhile since i'd went out with Eileen, Stanley and dearest to a far away than just Jurong place. No more ice bar at Snow city, which means that no more drinking any where nearer. So, since Stanley booked out of camp last Saturday, we planned to have a sumptuous dinner then.

Plaza Singapura's Sakae Tepanyaki and intended to catch movie, but nope, no seats :( Time passes really quickly somehow, and the sky turned dark. We walked to Cathay and da jie wants deserts(?!) and had Ya kun after a filling dinner at Sakae. Oh!, the goose liver is really tasty! I want more! haha!

Then to Alps Cafe for a drink till 1am or so. Back home and dozed off at 2am. After all, the night was awesome. It has been awhile since we'd gone out to a further place ;)

2010-07-27T11:32:00.008+08:00

Then, Friday was a celebration in for Racial Harmony in our school. Even though we gotta attend that plain 2hours of lesson before recess and head for the school hall in our ethnic costumes. Everybody look beautiful, no some may not :X Not because of what, but probably just the printings on the costume was not nice.

I borrowed mine from Rahimah. This time was an Indian costume, but i kept forgetting what is it's name. Not Saree definitely, but i regretted not wearing it. Because according to her times in Fuhua as the minority, Indian, she had yet to seen any student in Saree! Wasted chance. haha!

The class ain't that enthusiastic about such event even though it's the last year. Perhaps, just not that interested. But oh well, i hope we'll all be having a great year ahead, with just 3 more months before we bide farewell!

Right, so pictures shall do the talking and i'll stop :)

and that's about it :)

Sad to say, many lower secondary and express peeps get to go off at 12.30pm but we've got coursework to do, which means that ... 6pm - 9pm on Fridays!!

But well, my work is going up onto my canvassss!:D

2010-07-19T13:08:00.006+08:00

2nd time for now!

Gonna talk about the dinner at ang mo kio on saturday night. Dinner at ang mo kio industrial park area. It was like a canteen for those people who owns their factory there. So at night, and every night, the chu chao stall would open, seemingly like they owned the whole coffee shop. So the whole place was filled with round tables, like wedding(?)

The food was great. Thank god there isn't rice if not we'll all be rubbing our stomaches with satisfaction. haha! It ended around 9pm and we were about to leave for da jiu jiu's place to hang out for awhile. But who knows, dad's car broke down!

Xiao jiu jiu tried tricking the battery but to no avail. We were stranded at such an ulu place for about an hour or so before we left and hail for a taxi. Dad went back the next day's morning to pass them the car key, in order for the car to start.

So there, towed.

Boo. I'm sick:(

2010-07-14T20:41:00.005+08:00

Today ... is a bad bad miserable day although only 2 things happened.

First, it was me acting as a smart alec wanting to give a mini surprise but it turns out sour because i had not able to control myself well enough that had resulted the rest of my day being really dull and boring. Thank god, i did my work in the morning when i woke up and i slacked; watched television programmes and playing facebook games. I wasted a day, and i have so little time left :S

But, from this. I was told that i would be part of something in somebody's life because i did not distract dearest from his study and he would be able to score for it :)

Even though, it wasn't wise for him to just ask me to return home when i just reached his place. All i remembered was, the surprise was crushed. No more until i'm 100% certain. 1 lesson learnt.

Second, it was me being absent-minded. I misplaced $60 that mom left on the shelf for eileen. Eileen called and urged me to keep it for her after she went out. I took it and wanting to keep it in my room but i lazed around, watched television shows, leaving it on the sofa. Before i want to go out to give that surprise, i thought of it. Instantly, i went to the living room but i did other stuffs! I missed it and went out. Back home and again, i was reminded. At that moment, i glanced at the sofa. There's no sign of any $60!

Oh well, and again, i was told that for the loss of this $60, i would be more careful and i will not dissipate other people's stuff again. From here, i realized that many small things around us teaches us something. Something we can use in life, something that no one can teach but ourselves.

Learn from our mistakes :)

But still, my day was ruined!

One more, read the situation in another perspective, a positive one :)

2010-07-11T12:07:00.010+08:00

Last evening, i had dinner at Marche with dearest and it was delicious. I haven't had such divine fried calamari and mushroom soup before! I'm not joking because i ate a lot of it. Haha. However, before stepping into it, there's something to consider. The price.

For god's sake, it's $7.00+ for a sunny side up, which i can get it done at only $0.50! HAHA. Of course, we did not order that, but our bill came out to be ..., $52.40 for 2 :S

BUT, NICE LA!:D

Aftermath, met up with Francesca and Arena to Vivo's theatre was congested with human beings and we still decided to queue for the movie at 9pm, but to know that we're left with the 3 front rows, we backed out and headed to The Cathay for Eclipse!

9.45pm. Before that, we walked to the Rocher Beancurd place for dao hui and dao hui zhui. I was having gastric so, no cold one for me:( It's still enjoyable and we went to play pool inside Pomo. Somewhere at a corner of the mall.

Eclipse was an awesome show, but it makes me irritating to see that Bella was so fickle-minded! How can she fall in love with 2 man at the same time?!!! But again, she chose Edward Cullen and had decided to marry him :D

Okay la, happy ending can and i still love the show.

A promise made, Breaking dawn with these girls again!:D

I guess dearest knows i want some time alone for us and after the movie, we headed down to Alps Cafe for a drink and a couple of songs. We talked and reminisced a lot :) It really brought me back to where i was, with my friends and some weird people that happened to came by and probably not stay in my life.

The courtship feeling is always different from what it is now, but there's also a certain amount of sweetness inside too :)

2010-07-08T23:09:00.003+08:00

the octopus that's stucked on my mirror definitely look cuter than this, and i guess i lost my sense to think that this octopus will look likewise! Not cute but accurate score-teller:)

I'm so devastated to know that Germany lost but oh well ...

Now, i support Holland for the cup! HAHA!

2010-07-05T22:55:00.005+08:00

Hi people!

I have to hang in there, 'cause it's just 4 months away.

I have been study for 10 years, and all these years, i am supposed to score well for my PSLE, enter into the express stream and to a good school, but i screwed it up.

I am have to buck up and not waste this bloody blood sucker 5 years of education.

I am mature enough to think and know that i need my O level for my future.

Because, love won't bring me cash but happiness if i have the education.

&so, i shan't make the same mistake again when i was in Primary 6.

Lastly,

I need to study.

PLEASE, ENCOURAGE AND GIVE ME SUPPORT! xD

2010-07-02T14:04:00.024+08:00

This BBQ was organized by bearbear and Li yan, solely by just the two of them and they had made it big and successful:)

I believe bearbear had invested quite a huge sum of amount in this BBQ; the food and drinks while Li yan helped to book the BBQ pit and function room. She definitely helped us save a lot of money because she sponsored it and we just need to return bearbear the money for food and beverages.

They started marinating the chicken patties and chicken wings at 6pm or even earlier. I came by at 6.30pm and saw them taking out the sausages, crab meats, prawns, mushrooms, satays and otahs! They all know i usually don't help out because i need to take photographs and because of taking photographs(of others), there's so little pictures of me inside! But i enjoy it though because i don't fail to squeeze myself into some of them xD

We were thinking of how we can surprise Mrs Loh but it went the other way. She walked into the condominium and towards the BBQ pit. When we saw her, we were quite disappointed as all the ideas had gone down the drain.

But of course, we always come up with last minute plans which will always be thriving. We had cheers, cards and gifts for her, thanking and being grateful towards her teaching all these years when she's with us!

Single shots with Mrs Loh.

Group shots.

I left the party at 9.45pm because my work was still undone and i need to finish them asap if not i would not be able to be attentive enough in class! But still, i almost fell asleep during english lesson ...

(not very much in order)

End. It took me hours to finish uploading and organizing these photos! I shall continue with my mathematics o level TYS.

Byeee!:D

2010-07-02T10:48:00.000+08:00

2010-06-28T22:33:00.002+08:00

School reopens and i believe this is one of the day that many teenagers dread, which includes me. Despite being able to see my friends in school, it's the learning and listening to the teachers that makes me drowsy.

Form teacher has changed because mrs loh has resigned. Goodness, she's like the best mathematics teacher i ever had except my primary school teacher who taught me really hard just to make sure i pass my PSLE math. She had been attached to our class since i was in sec 3 and now she's leaving because her child is fragile. She's really a good mom for she gave up her passion for her baby boy ;)

Mdm Yee then took over her place. English's teacher changed too, to Miss Junaidah because there's some change in the system which relates to a chain and practically we did not do anything today except for the last 3 periods of mathematics; doing examination paper.

I am really drained out by today's math. After 3 periods of math lesson, i strolled to the bus stop and then for tuition, arriving there at 5pm when school ended at 4.30pm. And again, math math math.

Vectors drove me crazy, but ...

i kinda get it a little now!:)

Weina, if you're reading this,

not to worry. you'll find yours too okay and i'll stand by you all the way!:D

2010-06-26T14:52:00.004+08:00

Been months ...

and i hope this tale carries on to be the most enchanting story that we would both enjoy. For all i'd seen and read, all the tales have a happy ending. So, i believe ours would too, even though we are still living in this trapped and inflexible way which is different from many couples out in the streets.

That's a challenge.

Give me strength or i'll fall.

"Love does not have an ending, for they do not have any ending."

With love.

2010-06-26T02:41:00.003+08:00

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Argh! I have such a great tendency to pull my hair outwards and mess them all up! The walk alone didn't help. Even if it had, it was only momentarily because the moment i'm back home, it still feels the same as before.

I'm still hungry at this time, because i neglected my meals the whole of yesterday.

2010-06-25T22:19:00.010+08:00

There are just some small things going through my mind

which i certainly have to fake a smile and pretend that everything's okay.

But, faking a smile would somehow lighten my mood and gradually,

the good will come to erase all the bad.

For that, at least i'll treasure the light occasions.

And of course, the depressing ones would too, add flavors to my life.

Life's never gonna be a bed of roses.

Even so, roses have thorns.

But again, it still sucks to do something i really hate to.

2010-06-25T22:00:00.006+08:00

The rain was extremely huge this morning. It probably started before dawn and i was awaken by the thunder at 7.00pm, but still i went back to sleep or i would have an irksome time in school for the English Comprehension Interpretation skill workshop. Thank goodness mum was still home and she gave me a lift to school.

It was pretty great and helpful. It helped me understand much more than just reading the passage without even knowing what it meant. Also, what type of questions and how i can tackle them. Hopefully, this course would allow me to change my grades for tests, prelim and of course O level :)

Just this last lap

and i gotta do it.

After so long then i get to meet up with arena and francesca. We sure did have a great time together, plenty of things to catch up. It had been almost half a year since we'd seen each other and just the three of us.

It was Cathay again. The first date and again. Hence, we'd decided to catch Eclipse like how we caught New Moon together there.

Starbucks, pool :)

Holidays over!

&there's a battle to go.

2010-06-21T12:58:00.013+08:00

I've got so many pictures to upload!

3 days 2 nights trip to Cameron Highlands. We settled down at 2/3 of the mountain, in a resort called Strawberry Park Resort. The journey from Singapore to Cameron highland was terrible. It took us 12hours to reach our resort because we stopped for breaks, lunch and dinner.

It was already night when we checked in and the temperature decreased and i was freezing cold even in the room. Back to the room and rest. The day was rather unfruitful!

On the second day, we were out for the whole day. A visit to a temple then to the Strawberry Farm. We were conned to go into their plantation to pluck strawberries ourselves. I said conned, because the strawberries there were still immature. green and small! So, there's workers carrying 3 full trays of strawberries waiting for us to get from them -.-"

To the Rose Valley next. They have different colours of roses which made others go ooh-ahh about and really huge cactus. Next was the BOW tea plantation, where we have to go up hill on a school bus with a narrow route for both directions! I find it thrilling, as to see other vehicles not knowing what to do upon seeing a bus, see them reversing their cars back and forth so they would not scratch it. haha! Exciting when it's turning around a corner where you can't see any other vehicles.

Bee farm and market place.

And steamboat for dinner. Lights went off and we had dinner in the dark! But of course, the lights came back after some time.

Back to the resort as early as 8pm.

Finally, last day of the trip. We headed down to Ipoh, to sight-see a temple inside a hole(cave?) Then back on board was given a contest. To tear a piece of rectangular paper and make it the longest. I got a tie with another bus mate and both of us got a bottle of honey from the tour guide. Haha.

Dinner and was stucked in a traffic jam for 2hours reaching home at 1am. *yawns*

I am still very tired :(

After all, i don't think i really enjoy this trip. I find it a chore getting on and off the bus time after time which makes me really sick. I would love it if there's more shopping! Haha. But where can you find shopping malls on highlands.

3 more days~ hurhur!

it sucks to wait, but ain't gonna waste the time :D

2010-06-14T22:16:00.006+08:00

I can't believe i cried over a simple question of,
"Are you okay?"

I definitely should pray and hope that it's all just about homo changes at this age, at this point of time. Over the slightest error, slightest word of comfort, lecture or unhappiness, i could not control my emotion.

Well, i was given some advices. Like, think of all the unhappy stuffs altogether, make myself cry and get it over and done with. Also, cry as hard as i can over that something and probably feel better. I don't know which really works for me and hope it ain't gonna be a long term thing, for it'll turn into depression.

BAHH!!

I made a mistake, and i promise not to make it again :(

Lie.

Lesson learnt.

2010-06-11T12:10:00.003+08:00

I wanted so much to study and make the day productive. I know i can't do it at home, actually can la, but i don't want to be in the living room 'cause there's no air con. So after tuition i dialed for zhen xin's number and he agreed to accompany!:D

Prepared and had Subway for lunch. Oh and mustard really taste so bad! Maybe not in hotdog buns but in subway, subway melt, it does. HAHA.

and now i'm going to meet mr.veggie for lunch and i shall try to be back with some photos!:)

Toodles!

2010-06-10T14:27:00.003+08:00

Somehow, in some way, this helps to kill some boredom:)

2010-06-09T23:02:00.009+08:00

Tomorrow's Ting hui's birthday but we brought it forward because he needs to attend Badminton training tomorrow(?!) How sad is that!, to have trainings on birthday, i would've skipped it and enjoyed myself outside.

I couldn't bring myself out of bed to meet them at 10.45am as i slept at 6am last night. So i woke up in the afternoon and waited for them at home. Meanwhile, i did some math online. Almost going to be done!:D

Idiots went town for shopping! Thank god, shi hui haven't got anything, we can shop together some other time:)

Here are some photos taken with my webcam:

There's really a lot of photos! There's even more at Idiot's blog!:D

Gosh. I hope i can make tomorrow a better and much more productive day. I don't wanna lose my future just because of my playfulness! BUT, it's so hard not to play and have fun! HAHAHA.

and right now, i'm going to bathe and change and bounce onto my bed, snoring! I'm tired and i enjoyed the evening's tomfoolery! More meetups and make it a must okay!

2010-06-05T23:12:00.003+08:00

It really puzzles me.

In the first place, i called my dad and asked if he's available to fetch me back home from taman. He agreed. But after some time, sis called and said she'll fetch.

Upon that, i believe that my dad is just too lazy to get out of the house as he's already home. However, when we'd reached our place's car park. Dad called and said he'll give up his lot for her. So he came down and drove away.

Oh, he went out(?)

And why is it that, he has the energy to go out instead of fetching his daughter back home, when it's already after 10pm.

So, am i supposed to assume that he's going out for some business reason at this hour? It is not impossible though. But i believe he places his family and loved ones before work. Or am i wrong all these while?

2010-06-02T11:30:00.013+08:00

1st June was idiot number. 2(Shi Hui)'s birthday and the rest of us only intended to meet up with her to pass her the gift but when i met up with her, at 7pm. She said, she'd dinner already, at 5pm(?)

In the end, she watched us eat at Fish and Co. and she was clueless about their tradition there and she got tricked. Knowing how it would feel, i still did it on her. It was so fun! hahaha!

The mini tradition celebration and sharing of ice cream:)

After she'd fed all of us at least once, Zhen xin took the ice cream and ate it like it was meant for him! haha. It was really entertaining. Especially when Zhen xin opened his mouth so big as though he was feeding a baby.

Oh ya. The ice cream taste really nice. Perhaps, it's because i had been craving for it even before we went for dinner that i even suggested Swensens! I wanted Starbucks too, but ... i was too full to even think about it.

So, we had tons of photos snapped by ourselves using self timer mode at a echoy alley near the bus interchange.

We were all done and wrapped up with photos, laughter and joy that night. It was 2months ago since we'd seen each other and yet we still got loads to catch up. Gonna be meeting up with them again on 9th june for Ting hui's birthday!:D

Thank god, their's are in june.
May turn to Idiot family's blog for some other unglam photos but mostly they are about the same.

I totally adore and treasure these times together!

2010-05-31T22:04:00.010+08:00

Chinese paper was relatively easy.

My easy meant that, the passages don't have words i don't really know how to read and i can understand them rather well. Oh, and the first section of Paper 2, my answers have many (2)s! Do you guys have them too?!!!

Did formal letter writing and newspaper article review for Paper 1. First time ever i wrote quite a sum, or is it because the space were narrower? God! I just wish i can really get it over and done with. I don't wanna retake it at the end of this year. It'll be damn sickening to take it again, and yet not scoring an A!

I know, my chinese always suck!

But, if you think i deserve an A2, give it to me because i used 熟语 and 成语 which i normally don't use at all cannnn! Which i have to thank Bjorn for teaching me those:D

Just had dinner with jiajia and had shopped for Shi hui's birthday present and hope she would love it. Though a pity, Ting hui can't make it for lunch but she can. So we decided to just meet her at jurong point and pass her the gift and the rest 3 would have dinner on our own! Boohoo.

&school's still on tomorrow, at 9am till 6pm i suppose. Okay actually, i'm pretty looking forward to this lonely yet busy week! To see how am i going to survive through it and get myself settled down, studying.

This holiday ..., ain't gonna be a holiday to play.

2010-05-30T22:45:00.001+08:00

i miss mum and dad.

2010-05-29T14:26:00.008+08:00

I was on a wig! hahaha. I thought i won't look good with short hair, because back then, when i was in primary school, i had shoulder-length bob hair and friends started calling me Cabbage and Banana when i started to tie it as it grew longer.

And ever since then, i'd never dared to snip my hair off that short anymore.

Mum and Dad are leaving for Korea today night and the whole house would be really quiet again. Actually, even when they're around, the house had never been noisy. Unless there's gathering for birthdays or dinners.

They'll be away for 6 days and i'll be free from nags but who's gonna hear my whines and feed me cough medicine when it comes to late night, and also the laundry and the food!? Hah. I made it sound as if they'll be returning only after 6 months.

Oh well, it really sucks returning back home late at night, realizing that there's no one home, or they just cope themselves in their room doing their own stuffs. Which appears to be me doing so as well.

2010-05-26T16:42:00.008+08:00

Fooodddd; Chicken Bolognese.

I did not shop with Si jia and Isaac for the groceries yesterday afternoon. Instead, after their marketing, i went to meet them at the bus stop and walked towards Isaac's place. By then it was already the early evening and there isn't any wind.

Just plainly by walking to his place, we started to perspire. When can the weather change for the better?!:(

So Isaac's mum helped and taught Si jia how she can make her pasta sauce. So this is how it all began ...

Adds in the tomato paste and sauce i think(?)

After all, i prefer the bottled already-made sauce compared to this self-made one. The spaghetti is not as nice as the one that i make myself. hahahaha! Still delicious though :)

2010-05-25T14:35:00.005+08:00

Omgggg. the weather is killing every single cell in me!

But hey, it helps me burn off my fats too! hahahaha. Okay, just joking.

Now i'm stranded in this room filled with air-conditioner! I can't even be bothered to step out of the room because the house is very warm too.

&Intensive mother tongue had started 2days ...

and it really ain't that bad! I thought i would die and be bored to death upon listening to what the teacher has got to say and teach. Instead, we were drilled on Paper 1 and it was still quite okay.

Another paper today; letter of invitation and 议论文. It was so much better for me than doing the informal letter yesterday. 6 long periods for mother tongue did drained me a little but time passes.

maybe because,

Time is certainly queer this way. Sometimes you feel that the day is dragging on so slowly even when the day barely just started. Other times you just find yourself slipping into bed at the end of the day, not noticing that the day's already gone by.

From Weina's blog. Definitely true enough to be shared because i used this mentally and indeed my day passed on fast.

Oooo. i just went through my files and realized that there's loads to do for this holiday.

There is quite a sum and it definitely would keep me busy for the rest of my holiday, despite the need to attend 2weeks of structured remedial. Practically, there's only 2weeks of school holiday which, in exchange, changes for 5months holiday!:D

I shall be positive and look forward to the enthralling and somewhat dull-at-the-end stretched holiday!

I will,

update more often:)

hahahaha.

So, toooodles!

2010-05-20T10:58:00.005+08:00

There's gonna be intensive mother tongue for the whole of next week and I'm going to drag myself out of that so-comfy bed and head to school.

Then the next following Monday would be the O level mother tongue paper and i hope i would be doing fine:)

I guess my motivation for art is coming back gradually but i definitely need to spend so much more time on it during the holidays. Anyway, i believe hard work pays off, so i should just and just endure for the next 6months or even lesser for that damn certificate!

I really hate to, but i have no choice.

Okay, 2 photos! I took when i was so actually down in mood, so as to cheer myself up! HAHAHA.

I wanna get out of secondary soon!

That's provided if i score well enough to leave the school and choose my own course.

Be persistent and motivated!

I'm going to bathe and do some exercises noooowwww!

So that no one would say that i'm fat!:@

j

2010-05-15T14:50:00.009+08:00

Death.

Two in two days.

Of course, i don't feel as much as the owners do. I don't cry like how they did. But i know, i'd played my part to treat them well. I still love them though. I'm sorry i can't do much.

My deepest condolence.

This is perhaps one thing i've been lacking all the time.

even if it's not going to be easy, i'll still swallow everything down and put on a smile:)

2010-05-10T13:57:00.002+08:00

The past few days were pretty well spent. Though i did neglect a little bit on my studies, but i still managed to read through and memorize some stuffs. &if only there's no exams and such, it would be better. No choice, gotta live with it and the year's going to end:)

Seriously can't wait to get out of the school with an O level certificate that allows me to enter to courses that i want to. I know i gotta start working but sometimes i just can't get settled down. Still, i'll try!

Iron man 2 was fabulous. I never fail to be so agitated when it comes to action shows. haha. Today's a free day, 'cause it's amath and history paper but tomorrow till Thursday, life's gonna suck!:( I've planned not to go for art and told mdm ang about it already.

During the June holiday, i'll get as many sketches done asap and i've already given thoughts for my final layout. Why is O level art so tough?! The seniors banged on it and flung other subjects yet they still got B4, C5 or C6!:(

Okay! Gotta rush for tuition now and i shall update after my exams!

Bye sweet earthlings!:D

2010-05-03T14:47:00.003+08:00

Because both Iron man 2 and Ip man 2 was released at the same time, the queues at cinemas were horrifying! So, we booked online and caught Ip man 2 on Saturday. The show's nice even though i did not manage to watch Ip man previously :D

Buk kut teh at Jalan Besar that night. Good, but not i still prefer the non-herb ones :) Enjoy the spicy pepper feeling more.

I hope i can have more holidays. Oh well, that'll happen after my O level! Mid year mid year mid year and prelim and then i'll be set off to go for O. Just want to clear it once and for all. Good grade and i can have fun and enjoy!

Okay, keep this motivation and be determined!

L1R4/5 less than 10 / 12!

2010-04-30T15:44:00.007+08:00

First time ever i did 报章报道, 'cause all along i had no idea what to right and i am an empty nut when it comes to giving ideas. Our chinese teacher had ben drilling us on how to write that as it helps for both oral and composition. Even today's letter writing is a little based on that.

We celebrated Bearbear's birthday in advance.

&here comes the FOOOOOD ...!

We couldn't finish the seafood platter, it was too oversized for the 7of us.

The little ice cream from Fish and Co. as well as the sharings. So blessed. hahaha!

We were bloated in the end. Walked home under the hot scorching sun.

The weather ...

2010-04-29T14:57:00.004+08:00

I happened to see it at pathway to the canteen. Everyone was crowding around the pillar, with their cell phones out, snapping away. It's huge! It's body was distinct in real.

I haven't seen one like that, so i took a few shots of it too. Haha.

Oh, and it's a moth right? I don't know eh. Lol.

&for the compo,

wrote about Time, decided on a narrative essay. I thought hall would be a better environment for exams but sad to say, the row i'm at, was shined by the sun, throughout, causing us to perspire in the midst of the paper. But at least we were allowed to move into the shade. Twice during paper 2 :S

&hopefully, i'll just feel better.

2010-04-28T15:45:00.007+08:00

Little updates here and there.

Just remember that, some time back, i went ice bar with eileen and stanley, xiao ming and girlfriend till late after Shutter Island at jurong point that night. It was till midnight then. Fell back into bed straight after the fun we've had :)

School this week was okay, just about the climate and sudden storms. When it felt really cold without jacket or any extra top to keep myself warm. &when it's hot, it felt like we're in an oven of 200 degree Celsius! haha. Exaggerating but ... still quite true la.

A random photo i took in class during recess after moving out and back into class lessons after lessons.

It's located at the very back of the classroom, worse still, without fan :( &it's really so tough hearing the teacher when there's thunder and the pattering of raindrops on the window panes do annoy me much.

Well, thank goodness.

Need not stay back till 4.30pm anymore till next semester.

Mid-year's tomorrow.

2010-04-22T17:58:00.004+08:00

Some overdue gifts from my friends. Though birthday has passed, they still remembered and got me some stuffs and i probably need to acknowledge it.

That's a Tamagochi and that baby elmo is really cute. That Tamagochi really did entertain me throughout the times in class especially when i'm having break time or a nothing-to-do period.

&this set of clothing was from, edwin, ryan, bjorn, ri choon, bao hui and etc. I forgot some of them. But it's just those in the clique:) The skirt was size 6 and i was very reluctant to believe i can wear it. Haha!

&very soon, after this week, the structured remedials would be cancelled off because mid year is starting and on next Thursday is the first paper. Probably gonna be ending in the mid of may and soon with june holiday!:)

Can't wait. but after june holiday, there isn't any more time left to waste.

I DON'T WANNA TAKE 'O'!:(

I shall try to upload more often. Stay tune, peeps xD

2010-04-15T23:43:00.009+08:00

School's oral prelim was okay. Miss Tham isn't that bad after all, 'cause she finally smiled! She never did last year during the CME lesson, because we were never be bothered by CME lesson.

A belated celebration from natasha, sheryl and rika. Dinner at Fish and co. That really made me feel bloated and could hardly walk. I was so lazy to walk. Haha. Still did though. We had snapped loads of photos. Slacked and talked a lot.

Rained!

To Fish and co. While waiting for Natasha and Sheryl to reach, we were already cam-whoring.

&there they were. Started ordering ...

We had loads of failed jump shots but i guess this is the best of all of us. And a "L.O.V.E"

Got home and rest. School's on the next day as usual.

2010-04-14T20:04:00.015+08:00

I was popped with a little surprise by Rika last night.

She actually came all the way down from Bukit panjang, down to my place just to wish me a happy birthday and gave me a really sweet smelling strawberry cake! So sweet of her can &she took bus home after that because she'd got orientation the next day.

That's a card she made herself, with little bits and pieces of our friendship for the past 4 to 5years :)

&today,

Si jia, Jia sheng and Mun hou helped celebrate my birthday at IMM and we had dinner at Cafe Cartel. It was random! Mun hou just walked into the restaurant and we sort of agreed to it. We had a really filling dinner there.

While waiting, mun hou took out his mini poker cards and we started playing black jack and dai di.

&as our food come one after another.

There's no table 14 leh!

Then we actually went up to the garden area. I forgot what's that called already. But yeah, we walked around 'cause we were really bloated.

Okay, i was told to open my presents. So i did:)

Piglet plushie and pooh piglet glass figurine from gee tarng. Green note book from bearbear. He definitely knows why i need a notebook and knows i'm in love with green. Haha. Disney necklace from mun hou. Myuk pencil case and customized mobile phone chain from si jia and jia sheng respectively. Purple flower crystal from isaac :)

Now, my eeyore figurine has got company of pooh and piglet. Happy family without tigger though. haha.

Thanks peeps for the wishes and presents. I was so happy and excited when i was unwrapping the gifts can. Just so heart-warming:D

&at night, dad bought cake from Crystal jade. Again, 'cause there's a discount after 9pm. Haha. While waiting for leenie to return home from work, 2nd sis gave ang bao! Yup, had the sing-birthday song celebration. Even after years, it still feels pai seh.

A dress from Valerie!:)

After all, this birthday may not be the best because ass's not around, but it still made me feel really happy because of those simple wishes and gifts. Thank you to all who'd texted me / msned me / twitter me / fb me or by any means.

Appreciated!xD

2010-04-13T18:38:00.011+08:00

To different places with mum and dad on Sunday.

Thank god that dad was around, as the source of transport. He helped me by driving me around, snapping photos of places of attraction in Singapore. Had Ion and the 360degrees turn surroundings, while mum looks at the watch she'd been eying on for a period of time. Esplanade, floating parade, Singapore flyer, merlion, boats.

Then drove down to Resort World. They got each other a watch and i just sat there for about 2hours! BUT, i do have something cool to share.

There's this Lamborghini Club members. Whoever owns Lamborghini drives down there to showcase their cars and we're allowed to take photos with it. Totally amazing! There were like over 10 Lamborghinis.

I think i sounded really mountain-tortise. But i really never see a Lamborghini before. Furthermore, i'm a Ferrari fan. HAHA! I saw one, outside the casino.

Dad went casino, leaving mum and i alone!:( So we hoped onto RWS8 to Vivo City. It's a chartered bus and we went to LG's service shop. Complaint about my phone and it'll take 2weeks maximum to get my cellphone fixed :(

Monday, had an advanced celebration and meet up before Shi hui and Zhen xin gets back to school this week. Sad to say, we'll all be having different time slots and it'll be really tough for us to meet up again. So i left tuition early to meet them at jurong point's Swensens. Took loads of photos because we won't know when will we meet up again:(

The gift was nice. It's an eeyore actually.

They were actually betting on Shihui &that really kept her hanging throughout her dinner till 3/4 of it was gone.

Such mini dinner could make me feel so loved throughout the night and in this family. I love you guys always! Hahahaha. &thanks for listening to my craps and complaints. I always have loads to talk about with you guys xD

Idiot family(L)

2010-04-08T22:05:00.004+08:00

Chemistry lesson sort of brightened up my day. Guess it's the first lesson chemistry lesson that time passed so quickly. We went to the lab and did practical on reducing and oxidizing agent. It's theory is really pretty tough to understand. I was rather energized after that, because i was busy videoing and taking pictures of it's process.

Test for oxidizing agent (potassium iodide)

Test for reducing agent (potassium dichromate VI)

Test for reducing agent (potassium manganate VII)

But sometimes, i really do hate moving out of the class lessons after lessons. It's really a chore and the flight of stairs were scary. Oh well, tomorrow's friday, finally! but come to think of it, it's sad 'cause it'll be another long day probably till 8pm. Again, art. How am i going to A1 it, at such a pace.

2010-04-08T18:19:00.004+08:00

Life is never fair, life is never easy.

Need some time to change.

&hope, after the change, i won't revert:)

Trust. Faith.

I need them.

2010-04-04T13:33:00.005+08:00

I went to bed pretty early last night compared to the past few weeks. I laid on bed at 9.45pm, but officially fell asleep after 10.30pm. It was raining then and i woke up at 9.30am, realizing that it's still raining. I don't think it rained the whole night though.

At least the weather is not hot and dry but there's always a drastic change in weather in a day. Practically, it'll rain everyday. Highest of 34degrees and lowest of 25 :D

Yup, waking up early. Mum agreed to accompany me to IMM for shop but she couldn't wake up. Just nice, dad came back with roti prata. So i had that for breakfast before he drove me down to imm. We went Mondo!xD

&i selected 3pairs of shoes. Heels, pumps and flats.

I'm totally in love with that fluffy fluffy pump. It's so comfortable inside. Dad was like "HUH!? You intend to get 3pairs ah?!" LOL. I smiled gleefully upon seeing his face.

Still got loads to shop but he pulled me back and dropped me home:( I wanna go again! &movie, Clash of the Titans at Jurong point in the early evening later with mrTan and some classmates. Do dread a little, but tickets were bought and i don't really know what is it about, but well, just go and take a look.

Hopefully, it ain't that bad :)

2010-04-04T12:08:00.007+08:00

With anybody.

To share accessories, there's nothing more than a yes.
To share cash, there is still possibility.
To share secrets; personal ones are meant to be kept while some can be shared.

But, to share a boyfriend / husband or girlfriend / wife. It's a definite 'nono'.

爱一个人需要很大的勇气。
而他将会是给你勇气的那个人。

2010-04-02T18:52:00.006+08:00

I'm left with little time before the day ends, to accomplish my homework. Well, at least i'm gonna be splitting them up into two days. Woke up really early today and i browse my datas on user ids and passwords. Found that i still have my neopets account!

Logged on into it and started playing while waiting for mum. She came home in the afternoon and we went Westmall, for E2! Both of us camped in a changing room for almost 10 to 15mins i think. And we got the same pattern ones. Lol.

Started raining around 2.00 to 3.00pm. Went to fetch daddy and intended to go IMM for lunch but the carpark lots were full, all the way to level 6. So we changed to block 130's kopitiam. Back home &i'd decided to remove the frame of my bed.

Nagged at dad and he went into the toilet. Started cleaning the walls and the floor while i got cheated by him to clean my own room!:( I vacuumed, i mopped, i changed my bed sheets. I think it's been awhile since i'd done all these.

Okay, enough of talking. Picture time!

Seriously, doing all these, really tires me out man! And i hope all these are worth it. It feels so much cleaner and comfortable. I bet i'll have a good nights' sleep today and for the rest of the nights.

Yay! &i'm off to get some work doneeee. Shan't delay any further. Byeeeee peeps.

Oh, Rika's coming over :)

2010-04-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

MY MONTH MY MONTH!:D
Happy April Fools' Day, peeps!

Of course not only mine, also other april babies month. Okay, probably i'm a little bit much more looking forward to my birthday. But also got to know that midyear exams are cornering. Like in 3 to 4weeks times.

To pass time in a week.

Sometimes it really feels so slow, but school ends late, leaving me with less than half a day back at home to get stuffs done. Thank goodness, today's Thursday and it's good friday tomorrow. Which means, NO SCHOOL!, NO 4.30PM!:D

Well, there's quite a sum of homework though. Probably rushing through it tomorrow and saturday.

Yup, yesterday went down to Novena for extra lesson and time passed really fast while doing work. Engrossingly. Left at 9pm, intended to cab. But, those cab drivers were ass! Waited for an hour. Decided to call mum and she came to pick me up :) Was back home before 11pm and did not do any homework. Too tired then.

After all, today's april fools' day. Managed to prank some friends in the early morning at the parade square. Class tricked teachers too. Though wasn't as fun as last year's, it still made me had a good laugh at some.

Oh, and tomorrow's a public holiday &again, i can sleep till noon!

myself. j.

2010-03-30T17:30:00.021+08:00

School, tuition, home. School, home.

School ends so lateeee! So late that i seemed to have lost my life which i used to have in the past. Been really quiet since the start of the year. Recently, things were normal, but it's just me. Me making something of it.

It happens to be that, i'm indeed thinking too much and that, the things that i'm worrying are not going to happen yet i'm still bothered. I'm like a paranoid. So insecure. I lost myself, lost the one i used to be months ago.

If i'm to be present,

don't let me see you:)

Oh well ...

My birthday's coming! &i probably had cleanly forgotten about it. I was far too engrossed on another stuff. I got to hear from Sijia that they're getting something for me &those who are chipping in, aren't really close to me, for even the past 4years in school. I'm surprised though.

But, sad to say, something is missing.

This is the first year, i didn't really 'promote' to people about the arrival of it. It's different this time round. I don't look forward. At all. Am wondering how would it be.

&again,

it sucks!

***

Worrying tortures.

Overflowed salty liquid trickled down.

&these feelings, will never be felt by you.

2010-03-25T18:42:00.008+08:00

Shall post about last Sunday.

Because of the photos, that's why i delayed till today. When i finally no homework and just revision to do:)

So, i went Vivo with mum, dad and granny for a walk. Intended motive was to snap pictures of bridges and managed to get some but they're pretty much similar. Need to go around central area to get more pictures of those and get my art really done done done!:(

It was raining then. Nothing much to walk there either, so dad drove us to the Resort World. He went Casino, &the females were left outside.

(not all photos are in order)

We went into the Hersheys chocolate shop! Totally cool. Filled with lots of chocolates and plushies. Oh, and they still got bag! Really nice, i thought of purchasing it at first, but on second thought, nah.

There was a mini water show(?) there. Didn't want to watch 'cause it was rather boring, but dad insisted. After that, went for supper at Quality Hotel. Granny was tired. Sore legs perhaps. She never really walked for so long for a long time.

School was tiring. Every single day, it ends at 4.30pm. Coursework drives me crazy, 'cause it needs lots of time and it suck! Feel like dropping it, but mdm ang ask me to drop the idea.

But oh well, it's soon the end of the week and another week is gone! Motivate me to study more more more more!:( Hopefully, next week would be a better week.

Bye earthlings :)

2010-03-20T23:55:00.008+08:00

Short events in different days.

Rika and i went for a swim on Wednesday. Intended place was Bukit Batok Swimming Complex but we did not realize that there was a competition going on, so we changed the venue to Parc Oasis. We can't really swim, but i still did. A little.

Practically, life was just sad because i had no where to go. Some days are due to the rain, sometimes i'm just too lazy to do so and i just go out for lunch/dinner.

I WANT SHOPPING MAN!:(

&went out with the idiots today. Although it wasn't a full long day, i enjoyed every minute spent with them. Worthwhile. Pictures are with Shihui in her new cam which i'm totally amazed by because i can self-portrait myself and see myself!

I was so like a mountain-tortise can.
(ain't in order)

Dinner at Chinatown, shihui's parents seafood BBQ store. The stingray was delicious! I like! Gonna make daddy go down there for dinner some time in future!

and of course, home sweet home with a stomach full of great delicacy.

2010-03-16T19:28:00.007+08:00

2hours of science remedial in school on Monday.

The weather was still okay, and when i reached home, i laid onto the bed and made myself comfortable by cuddling into the blanket and hugged my pillow. Fell asleep till noon and went for tuition at 3pm. Yap allows us to leave a 7.30pm and by then, i'd finished my homework and was feeling rather lethargic. So i intended to go back home.

But, i received Rika's message and i went out to club with her at Zirca. The queue was crazy and we didn't want to line up so we practically cut the queue from the side and in we went after 1hour i guess.

OMG MAN! I SERIOUSLY HAVE FAT THIGHS! HAHAHAHHAHA.

Cabbed home after that and slept at 6am.

It's zirca again when such personal stuff happened :(

2010-03-14T14:42:00.006+08:00

Sister Chen's 17th birthday celebration.

I met Jensen and Kahkoon in the afternoon and they fetched me down to jurong point as i need to get the present and cake for Huiqi. Rika isn't free to do those with me 'cause she needs to work :( Got ready those stuffs and Eileen came. We had lunch at Lai Lai Casual Dining again and she went to remove her acrylic nails while i walk around with the guys before Weisong and Alvin arrives.

I went to meet Eileen after that and went home. I fell asleep in the afternoon. Woke up realising that mum and dad wasn't home. So da jie and i ordered Pastamania and we watched 爱 together. Parents came home about 11.30pm and Rika came over.

We went out at 12.00pm, walked to Parc Oasis:) We wanted to give Huiqi a surprise but Saw yi was dumb enough to bring her by the different direction. Bimbo~ haha. Oh well, Huiqi was not surprised though, but she said it was sweet!

Happily-lived birthday girl :D

Talked and ate the cake till 2am before we left for home. Rika, Yuebao and i walked back. I was so tired, and i fell asleep right after washing up.

&today, intended to go over to dude's place, but i don't think i'm feeling well. Seems like fever is coming and cough is back. BOOHOO!:(

j

2010-03-11T15:04:00.008+08:00

Sadly, it's not even a week.

Oh well, i still have weeks to go through, alone :(

I have to go through this in order for me to overcome more though. Although it's a lot of understanding and patience which i hardly have, i believe it will make me realize that i need to be that way.

Life is horrid!

要相信我们的爱会保留。

2010-03-06T21:02:00.003+08:00

Alice In Wonderland.

Caught the movie at Lido on Thursday and went to meet mum at Orchard Central for lunch before heading towards Far East Plaza for a little shop. Bought a pair of jeans and a sweeter type of jumper :)

It was in 3D but there isn't much of it's effect, however the storyline isn't that bad although it's pretty crappy in some scenes.

In the evening, went over to mum's office to collect my laptop which jerra brought over. I was so excited and asked mum's worker to actually drop me off at dude's place. At least i need not spend so much on cab.

Friday, Rika met up with me and we went over to dude's place together in the afternoon and then went out to meet YY in the evening as well as dinner. Walked and talked a lot before we cab down to jurong west.

Rika introduced her friend and coincidentally, Desmond is there too! Which means, mutual friends! He look like Li(3) Wei(1), a taiwan actor, with his long hair now. After awhile, i requested to go back to dude's place while rika decided to stay for awhile.

So back, and i fell asleep on the sofa while waiting for rika, and she came at 5am and we had spaghetti for early breakfast. I went to sleep and woke up at 7.00am today, back to sleep and started perspiring. Changed room and enjoyed the air con somehow.

It was a crazy, heart-racing yet a total disappointment feeling this afternoon :'(

2010-03-05T13:31:00.003+08:00

Let me hao lian a bit!!!

'cause it's been so long since i've been wanting to change my laptop and now, after nagging and whining and complaining to my mum. My wish has finally been fulfilled!:D

Samsung R480.

Thanks to yi zhang for spending probably half of his day at Sim Lim, searching for a suitable computer for me. I was so excited and kept pestering mum if jerra had sent the laptop over or not! xD

Wheeeeee!:D

2010-03-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

Here's something small to keep my blog updated.

Few days back, dad was feeding the dog. Training her how to sit and shake her hands if she wants to be rewarded with food. After taking her for a walk downstairs the park, she came back panting, grasping for air. Silly dog.

Oh, and she definitely is playful!

Daddy trained her right hand, while i train her left! I felt really contented! Smart dog!

2010-02-28T00:41:00.006+08:00

UNCLE LEE

XIAO MA.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AH!

SHOULD BE CALLED LAO MA(OLD HORSE).

okay la, i'm just joking.

Well, have a better year ahead and study hard ok.

2010-02-27T18:46:00.008+08:00

Best partner perhaps.

Friday, Rika asked if i want her to accompany to school or not leh!!

Thinking back.

There used to be this stalker who'd wait for me downstairs my house and actually accompany me to school. I was quite annoyed and frightened by that act of his and asked Rika to wait for me and go to school with me together!

Been so long since i've had walked to school with someone whom i can talk and share so much.

Back home after school and woke Rika up. She probably fell back asleep, and called me back in the mid afternoon. I had to clean Eileen's car so Rika came over to my place first before we went to Ion for shops.

We reached Ion at 7.30pm and i bought Eileen's Alice In Wonderland's eyeshadow set which is limited and it only cost $88! Rika stepped into Uniqlo, took her time in choosing the jeans that she wants and there we go to Ice bar.

Eileen reached there around 11plus and i finally get to pool there because there's super little people and they are quite my age. So i won't feel so awkward. Oh well, fun night there. Sis drove us to Clementi for prata at 3.30am and sent Rika back home. I was so full when i was home and felt like vomiting. I slept and snored in my sleep till 3pm today.

2010-02-25T16:14:00.012+08:00

Need some memory work here now.

Last Friday night, went over to Rika's place and meet up with Huiqi and Saw yi. We had steamboat over at her place and we had chats for around 2-3hours before we left. Rika came over to my place and stayed over. She slept at 6am, just 'cause she wants to get her acrylic nails done!

&again, it was Monday then and i went to school, dreading. My school bag was so heavy 'cause of my sketch book even though it's pretty flat or maybe my file. So the day was as long. Till afternoon, i went for tuition with a little drizzles and was home by evening because i was feeling rather droopy.

Eileen's 22!

Yet she doesn't want to admit that fact that she's growing "mature". LOL! Sang the birthday song, made a wish, blow the candles and cut the cake. Daddy super stingy! He knew there was an offer starting for 8.30pm at Crystal Jade Bread, that's why he got mum to buy it home and for her. Stanley bought her a bouquet of roses. Some sweet boyfriend he is.

Mango Moose cake.

After this mini birthday celebration, both of us stumbled into the kitchen and we made Bento. Oh, but before all these, mum and i went to IMM, daiso and giant to get the ingredients and equipments. Eileen and i were rather dumb and bimbotic 'cause we are not very sure of how and where to start.

Ain't they cute!!!?

I meant the bread which was cut out using the shape-cutter. I specially bought it just for that, but of course, those shapes can be used and done using rice too. Left it in the refrigerator before taking out to eat.

TRY IT!

Today's english test was rather okay, but i've received my results already, 18/30. It was a pretty low score 'cause i did not elaborate enough on the points given and also a few grammer mistakes:(

&Rika came!

She wanted to ask the dude about her appeal to another school/course i think. Time passes so fast and she agreed to stay over!xD

SUGO (L) YOU

j

2010-02-23T23:38:00.005+08:00

"She's so lucky, she's a star"

but she cry cry cries in her lonely heart, thinking.

"and she smile smile smiles in my giant hug, baby."

2010-02-17T17:09:00.016+08:00

Dad and mum ain't in town.

We had reunion dinner at home on the eve's of Chinese New Year eve because mum and dad had to leave for China the next day morning. Dad's workers came and we had steamboat. After dinner, Eileen, Stanley, dad and i went downstairs to walk the dog as we were just too full to be sitting on our sofa, so we made a trip downstairs.

Dad actually knew a grass patch which allows the pet to run freely, unleashed inside. We removed it's leash and let it run. Stanley chased after the dog, and vice versa. Dad did the same too but after awhile, the dog was panting hard, grasping for air. Cute dog, but she's a bitch.

Nothing much to do after the walk, so we watched The Ruins and indeed the movie was interrupted and ruined.

She was on pills. She was not able to walk nor stand properly. Dad drove her down to the hospital with Eileen and my company. It was 2am when she was being admitted. Eileen and i waited outside, took some money from dad and we went to 7-11 and grabbed something to bite. Searched high and low for filling food, and we found this Black Pepper Fried Rice available:)

Pretty oily.

Dad asked us to go back home first. By then, it was already 4.30am. Dad returned at 5am and wanted us to visit her the next morning which is CNY's eve before the reunion dinner at my grandparents' place.

Reunion dinner at grandparents' place. Steamboat again. We sat down, chit chatted. It had really been awhile since we met up together.

Left grandparents' place and home sweet home.

Received a call and i went out again. To Jurong Safra's Kbox. I was feeling lethargic then, but i just had to do it. So i cabbed down and we sang till 1am plus. Without bathing, i just changed into my pyjamas and laid on my bed. I probably fell asleep within minutes.

Chinese New Year, sister woke me up and i went for a quick warm bath before getting nagged by her. Dressed up and we set off to my grandparents' place for visiting. Lunch there and it was ang bao time!

Da jiujiu just love to hear those phrases that meant prosper and health, as always. I always feel awkward saying such stuffs when i was young, but well now i'm old enough. He said my Chinese language sucks 'cause i pronounced the words like i'm a 3year old kid learning how to talk :S

Later in the evening, went to da jiujiu's place for buffet with his other side's relatives. We stayed till late before visiting her in the hospital again.

Then home.

Had plenty of sleep the next day because i had no where to go, so i stayed home and rest. No happenings:( Super boring life though. Common tests are coming, just right up next thursday. I'm not very prepared for Chemistry on Mole Concept, Mathematics on Vectors. Die! Oh well, art ... i've only got 2sketches. I'm so dead.

I need motivation for art!

I want mummy and daddy back ASAP!:(

2010-02-11T20:39:00.010+08:00

It has been awhile.

Last Friday, headed down to Ice bar for a drink with Eileen and Stanley again. Sister ordered a bottle of Martell and Stanley got a jug of tiger. Played cards, five-ten, sing and then they ordered Tequila Pop.

First try.

It was scary, i was afraid the glass cup would shatter. Guess i was just too noob. To think it would break if i were to smash it hard onto the table top. If it shatters, then there would not be anything left to drink.

Oh, and still, i don't get to play pool there. There's was once, that lucky once when i first went. It was quiet and peaceful but nowadays, there's too many people and they are all so good.

Stanley never fails to give retarded and "sexyae" faces!

It was 2am then. While on our way back home, vomited at the grass patch that's downstairs my house and at home. It was worse. I dirtied my bed sheet, vomited. Stanley helped clear up and washed my bed sheet. Greatness, totally!

My head was spinning and i couldn't be bothered to bathe. I just changed and pounced onto my bed. Slept throughout the night till morning for breakfast. We ordered Mac Delivery and got wrong orders. Purposely kick up a fuss and made them deliver back the right orders and the missing condiments.

In the evening on Saturday, we took cab down to Ion. Stanley wanted to buy some clothes there but failed 'cause it was too crowded but sister managed to buy a pair of jeans. They are just some irritating couple. I need to shut my ears whenever i'm with them. They never stop bickering :(

We were famished so we had Fish and co. for dinner and then walked our way down to Heeren, then back up to Far East Plaza. It was tiring, because there wasn't any transport.

But well, after all the day was BAD!

Valentines Day is nearing. So our CCA sold roses and chocolates just like last year. We ordered 200 stalks of roses and Mrs Loh bought a few more bouquet of various flowers to match up with it. The few bouquet of roses vary from $10 to $20 and i guess we managed to sell a few of them and quite a number of single roses which cost $3 each.

It's more expensive than last year's though. Business was still great!:D

The preparation was rather organized. Miss Lee and Mrs Loh helped to do up the bouquet of roses while the students, us, did the single stalk roses.

I hate Thursdays! Lessons are always long and i'm skipping tomorrow's lesson because it's just speech-and-prize giving and CNY celebration. That sucks!:(

2010-02-03T15:57:00.003+08:00

Super-teen ...

It's a pretty good experience. A pity i could not attend the closing ceremony which i think it'll be quite entertaining and fun. I am down with fever and body aches the whole day. I was awake at 4am. Trembling under my blanket. My air-conditioner was at a temperature of 25 degrees but it felt like 18 degrees, without blanket. My body was very warm.

I still pulled myself out of bed because i wanted to attend Super-teen's last day event. However, i was too weak to stay in the AVA room for 14hours. I called mum to fetch me home and she brought me to the doctor. My mum actually suggested to the doctor about the injection for short people to grow taller. Thermometer's reading was 38.5 degrees and i was wearing a jacket under the morning sun.

Back home and slept till afternoon. Took my medicine and i'm feeling a lot better now.

With 3days MC including today and back to school on next Monday!

2010-01-26T23:08:00.014+08:00

The past few days ...

Wednesday, celebrated mum's birthday at Boon Lay Raja Restaurant in the evening with approximately 10people. Probably a total disappointment for mum because somebody did not manage to turn up. Hopefully, it's with good valid reason.

A room was booked and there's Karaoke system. Amazingly, they were still using the retro type of disc instead of the computerized system which is used nowadays. Stanley, sister and i started singing and after a while the Wei Xin sang too.

Soon, dinner was served. Some dishes were sumptuous, but most of it wasn't that up to the standard which usually most restaurant would bring out. After that, we rested. Too full, and we had to rest our tummy before continuing with the cake that was purchased at Four Leaves.

We dedicated a happy birthday song to mum through the Karaoke system and sang out loud too. Clapped along, mum was smiling away too. She made her wish, and cut the cake.

It was slightly sweetened.

Celebration ended around 9plus and home sweet home.

Thursday, school started per normal. Long day.

After school, went over to friend's place to make cookie dough, for fun.

I know it looks like a piece of dung but it was indeed delicious. We just took less than 30mins and the dough was done. It needs to be refrigerated to taste nicer though.

...

Friday night, caught Tooth Fairy with friend, Eileen and Stanley at Westmall. Aftermath, sister drove us down to Ice bar for a drink. We sang, and an insurance man came forward to mingle with us. I didn't get to play a proper pool game. Too crowded:(

Home around 1am and i had a relatively difficult time waking up on Saturday for work. Had to rush my way down to Causeway point's Cold storage and was rather late but the store manager wrote my timing as 12.00pm :) To clear my conscience, i worked till 8.30pm before i leave.

Same goes for Sunday, work as usual. Saw Steven Lim again. First time was when i was working with Rika at Junction 8. He was there looking for potential models or something and amazingly, he kinda remembered me.

He asked, how's my pay now and i replied, $7/8 per hour.
He replied, sure anot. Be my PA, i'll pay you $20 per hour.

Totally ROFL!

Saw that God Of Fortune walking around in Cold Storage, and i went forward to get ang bao and sweets from him. He claims that he's a professional opera artiste. Cool eh.

Today, we'd quite a number of free periods because some subject teachers had gone for Sec2 and Sec3 camps as a form teacher's status. So, free periods. Some started sleeping, some chatting, some playing with flute and i video and take photographs of them. School was really boring and it makes me drowsy all the time:(

Learning journey: Visit to Peranakan Museum after school.

Long ride back to school. Almost slept in the excursion bus.

That's how my life is getting on now ...

2010-01-17T19:48:00.006+08:00

It was about 12 midnight when my friend and i went for supper at the coffee shop nearby my area.

Abruptly, we heard a loud and short thud.

Water splashed.

Looking down at my feet, realising it was a water bomb which i assumed that it was thrown from block 286D. That's the most dubious building around that estate because there's no other building that would be of reach to where we were. I was baffled at the moment and my friend called the police.

We waited.

The policeman took quite some time to arrive, even after our food. Then he called.

He came alone in his little petrol car, and asked for the statement. Jolted down and talked a little before we moved on.

Probably, just a playful kid.

2010-01-15T16:16:00.007+08:00

Recalling.

Last Saturday, we had flag day for the Children's Wishing Well (student advisory centre) at Tiong Bahru. I had to drag myself out of bed at 6.15am but i didn't meet Hui shuang and Xiao ma for breakfast. Reached school before 7.30am and i took my bag for charity and the all who's doing flag day needs to walk from school to Lakeside MRT station. No transport provided.

Reached tiong bahru and most of us went for breakfast in our own group. We went to roam around first before we really start asking for donation. Practically, we just slacked around. Until 11pm or so, we went back tiong bahru plaza for shelter, then we stationed ourselves outside the MRT station's escalator. Soon after, our charity bag was getting heavier, filled with coins and sadly, i only had one $2 note.

Thenceforth, we headed back to school by train again and then left for home and went IMM with mum and pop for dinner and upgrade my ring since it's already 2years. Glanced my eyes through the cheaper rings, and spotted one and chose it. They agreed, but need to change my size. Realized that my fingers are actually quite meaty too. Super nice rings. Gonna get 1 of them, this big, a carat or a few for my marriage. This is only for proposing.

That was just a joke.

Monday, to school.

It was a dread. School hours were long and it's boring. Nothing much to blog about this few days either. Just school, home and accomplishing my homework, some. It's just that, now i can take my own sweet time to blog as school ended early today and it's Friday which means that i can sleep a little bit later than usual!

Oh yeah, O level results were released and congrats to the Idiot family and Zhen xin, gotta cheer up alright:)

I got my results for English and Chinese back too. It was badly done, a D7 and C6 for the subjects respectively. Now i really have to buck up, if not when 2011 comes, the release of results, i'll be groaning and grieving away in front of my friends and teachers. Perhaps, even pleading to come back for repeat.

To refrain such scenes, it is still better to study hard first before i regret anything in life.

Mrs Tai said,
9months of hard work = a lifetime of good career.

How true.

2010-01-13T10:55:00.004+08:00

In school, computer lab 4.

Having art lesson and I'm gonna get my research done ASAP so that i can finish it by July which is the school's deadline and then, i would probably not be so stressed out and worried.

Give me suggestions and and ideas and help me brainstorm!!!

From,
01 Bridges
02 Fashion Accessories
03 Flying Kites
04 Knots
05 Electrical Items
06 Segmented

Which one which one which one!?!?!:(

ALL SO DIFFICULT TO THINK FOR THE FINAL LAYOUT.

&i will update more tonight, with some pictures.

2010-01-06T23:00:00.003+08:00

How was school?

I dreaded the first day of school which was Monday. It's all about it. I was feeling really blue, that i intended to keep my mouth shut and my eyes set on the papers given and teachers. A few subjects with new teachers. Oh, the target setting. It was rather unnerving. I targeted real high. Whether i can achieve it or not, it's probably another thing.

Yea, first day sucks to the max actually. But until i went for tuition at 4pm, talked and did some questions on kinematics. After tuition, felt so much better and was pretty looking forward to the next day.

Smiles slowly appeared on my face, and i started to socialize a little bit more. In fact, being quiet wasn't easy at all because it doesn't make me. Hence, school was much better, with more and more smiles and laughter building up and with that, it makes a more souped up environment to study.

&today, mdm oen came into our class for a small talk. She apprised me. Using two Chinese characters 闷 and 心.

In reference to the chinese character "men", the door depicts a house and the heart lives in it . Just alike any person who chooses to be chambered in the house, would eventually turn bored and upset due to stagnent life. Thus to refrain from feeling this way, everyone should leave any unpleasent emotions or experiences behind. The gist is to keep a whole scope view, an opened mind. Only then would one be living happily despite the ups and downs of life.

Hereafter, school is quite good now and it's time to strike for Os!

2010-01-03T22:19:00.008+08:00

The second hand ticked away so quickly.

24hours is definitely not enough to spend although some times i may dread the day for being too long. When it comes to a new year, 3 days of year 2010 is gone and school is reopening in less than 12hours.

&now, when we write the date, it will no long start with a "0", feels weird already.

Today's the last day of my holiday and weina woke me up at 11.30am despite sleeping at 4am last night. It was not easy dragging me out of my bed though. I managed it myself after all. Quickly bathe and blow dry my hair and out to jurong west 505 market for lunch then to IMM's giant to shop for ingredients for the cheese cake.

Totally a chore.

But when it comes to baking, eileen sucks at it!

The shattered pieces, smashed. Mixing with butter, totally shimmery and tasty.

Check properly. Baking a cake isn't about estimation.

The process,

; fun
; interesting
; tiring
; dirty
; sense of satisfaction

School's on tomorrow and i wonder where my feelings is bring me to. Tuition should be fine, i hope. Looking forward for a better day on tuesday and the rest of the year.

Retiring to bed now!

2009 - 2010

2010-01-02T23:32:00.005+08:00

What a year it was, 2009.

2009 plan:
- 65% for 1st semester
- Be more attentive in class
- Hand in my homework on time
- Slim down of course
- Pass my N level

:) I believe i can do it. haha.

That was my 2009 resolution and practically i didn't really manage to do all of them but the most important, done. So, what about this year?

2010 plan:
#1 Get my assignments done punctually.
#2 For Os(L1R5) less than 12.
#3 Get on with life and make new sincere friends.
#5 Be more social.
#6 Lose more weight.
#7 Save more and spend wisely.
#8 Better understanding and be more bonded.
#9 Looking forward after O levels.

Whee.

That's it for my resolution for now, this year. I wonder what more would be coming up in the later of the year.

OH MANNNNN.

DREAD SCHOOL! I cried few days back.

2010-01-01T05:02:00.003+08:00

YAY!!!

Year 2010, what's your new year resolution?!:D:D:D

&what's mine?

Gotta sleep, and will update more tomorrow once i'm awake.

Happy happy new year to all reading!

2009-12-31T02:30:00.004+08:00

A trip down to Tiong Bahru.

While waiting for arena, i went for lunch at Eighteen Chefs. Cheap ingredients, but i love the cheeeeseeee!:D

Then to sing at Chevron's Aviary KTV on tuesday with jaslyn and her friends. Finally we met up after her work last Wednesday and room was booked from 5.00 to 9.00pm. Then we headed down to Jurong point for supper at mos burger and to cotton on to change jaslyn's shorts.

No happenings these few days. So hopefully tomorrow's countdown would be a good one. A pity Shi hui and her clique canceled the outing :'(

What's gonna be my plan again?

2009-12-28T02:35:00.008+08:00

How should i start.

Saturday met Shi hui at jurong point for dinner and had Subway and amazingly, she finished her sandwich, her cookie and her drink!

It's rare it's rare. Perhaps 'cause she thought of those very pitiful people living in a more rundown and less developed countries, starving and snatching food from one another. Sad.

*she wanted me to post this*

but yea, she was amused by herself too.

&after that, went to play pool and to boon lay market place for supper. BBQ food, Yummmmmy!

On sunday, Sherlock holmes at Lot 1 at 7.00pm. Interesting, but lots of dialogues and it definitely is an issue for me.

At the fitness area, they killed a snail :( I was merely videoing but i could feel the snail's pain. Poor snail, heartless dudes.

Sorry if you felt disgusted after watching the video :S

Another video, by Eng Meng doing stupid faces.

During the day N level results were released:D

j

2009-12-25T22:19:00.010+08:00

It was Christmas Eve.

To Holland village in the early evening and had cold rock ice cream! It's very yummy. Then for dinner at Essential Brew for dinner. Food was pretty delightful, just that the rice has a strong smell of tea. After dinner, walked our way to Buona Vista MRT station. Somehow, the stroll there was quite long.

Alvin and the chipmunks 2, starts at 7.00pm yet we were still on train towards Woodlands then. So, we were late for half an hour. After that, to taman jurong for drink and met up with jeremy, chin leh and friends.

Damn CCL! Yeah, then cab back at jurong around 4am and woke up at 5pm today.

Now, it's Christmas.

Slept throughout the day and woke up in the early evening and then prepared to go dad's office for a mini celebration.

Then back home at 9pm.

I'm still feeling drowsy :(

&a little mixed feelings.

Oh, and Weina and family is back in Singapore again till 9th jan! :D
YAY!

2009-12-23T22:44:00.009+08:00

4 missed calls.

It was from mum at 2.00pm and i was still in bed. She promised to bring me shop for bags because i didn't get the chance to, at Taiwan. So yeah. So, sis and mum picked me up and we headed for Vivo!:D

Get her camera repaired at canon service centre and lunch before the small shopping starts.

Then to Tangs and spotted 2 bags that i fancies &also a CD's lip gloss. Whoooooooooo. Been awhile since I've shopped though it was just a very small one. Dinner at home, made daddy buy chili crab from No Signboard Restaurant back for me! I've had it craved since last week or something. It was heavenly. Spicy!

Only managed to finish 1 tub of chili crab. Leaving 2 for the next few nights. Phewwwww! It was awhile since I've had such a sumptuous dinner already.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

It's Xmas eve soon!xD